Faiza - Me and my Memories of You!

The monsoon is back, a bit late this year, coz last year I remember it was your b’day and I was alone with your memories at home sitting at the window watching it pour non-stop. Even the net was down, not allowing me to blog my thoughts to you.
Every year, since that year, I hope that the monsoon would be different. Every monsoon, I wish to relive those moments with you, yet every monsoon gradually taking me farther away from you. I am scared of this distance now, I am scared that I wouldn’t remember your face, your touch, your fragrance no more, I am scared I will lose all that I have left to live.
This is my most favorite season, always has been, yet this is my most dreaded and painful season now. Every year I wish I wouldn’t live to see another monsoon, and yet every year when it is here, I yearn to see you.
Like last year, a rainbow apearng in front of my window at home, this year too, I was lucky to see the most beautiful rainbows of my life….was having sandwiches with my colleagues at Andheri (West), it was a beautiful evening the rains had just stopped and the sun was back shining again just before it set for the day…and there I saw it in the sky, showed them all…we were all ecstatic at the sight, jumping with joy like small kids…..just wished you were with me at that time to share that moment.
Wishing, hoping, yearning, another rainy season dedicated to your memories!