Faiza - Me and my Memories of You!
Monday, January 25, 2010
At the window-----
here i am back at my window, its 23 Jan, 3:00 am. No one is home. And man i am thankful for this. was looking to be alone since morning today...to be alone n cry! may be jus curse myself and kick myself back to reality!
the roads are empty, most of the buildings around me are dark, except a few windows with lights on, i guess they sleep wiht the lights on....fear of darkness, never had one...bt i have a fear of loneliness...NOt the loneliness that i am in now, but the loneliness that comes over you when you are amongst a crowd, the loneliness that you feel when u are with your freinds, or family...yet u miss that one person, and ur life is miserable and loenly without that single person!!!
yea! m lonely...today, yesterday, even tomorrow..coz the emptiness that some people create never fillsup, no matter how may songs, how many movies, how many freinds, how many shopping sprees you put in the emptiness, it never fills....
i am also restless, my soul knows no rest, no peace...there is no special reason.....tomorrow..... will have a better day..hopefully...
sometimes sitting here, with everything so quiet... i wonder..what if i die right at this moment...when would be the earliest someone would find out, next morning prbably, i dunno if anyone would be affected by tht...my immidiate family? yea..fr sme days probably....but later on..slowly every1's life cmes back on track!
As long as u r alive...there is pain...nuthin after death!
the roads are empty, most of the buildings around me are dark, except a few windows with lights on, i guess they sleep wiht the lights on....fear of darkness, never had one...bt i have a fear of loneliness...NOt the loneliness that i am in now, but the loneliness that comes over you when you are amongst a crowd, the loneliness that you feel when u are with your freinds, or family...yet u miss that one person, and ur life is miserable and loenly without that single person!!!
yea! m lonely...today, yesterday, even tomorrow..coz the emptiness that some people create never fillsup, no matter how may songs, how many movies, how many freinds, how many shopping sprees you put in the emptiness, it never fills....
i am also restless, my soul knows no rest, no peace...there is no special reason.....tomorrow..... will have a better day..hopefully...
sometimes sitting here, with everything so quiet... i wonder..what if i die right at this moment...when would be the earliest someone would find out, next morning prbably, i dunno if anyone would be affected by tht...my immidiate family? yea..fr sme days probably....but later on..slowly every1's life cmes back on track!
As long as u r alive...there is pain...nuthin after death!
posted by Faiza at 10:00 PM
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