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Saturday, June 28, 2008

THE MISTAKE



Today was a strange day. I did something that I never wanted to, i had promised myself that I would never walk that hurtful road again, but yes I did it, n now im hurting! I am such a weak-willed person. Why do i have to carry my heart on my sleeve! I think its obsivous to the other person and hence makes me more vulnerable and easier to get used. Although I may never manage to convey these things or I would really not care if the person knows about this, but nevertheless i only can feel this hurt this self-despise now. I had decided that this story has to end and i would never turn the pages of this book, and i pretty much was sucessful in doing so until today. well now again i decide to stop this thing i might have started. God alone can help me.




Why are we covered with so many masks on our own faces, why do we hide behind so many walls, what is it that we fear? Why do we do things that we would regret later or why would we not do things that we may regret NOT doing later? Like tell a loved one that we love them, why we let a person share a bed with us, but we cannot share our feelings with them? What is it, is it the fear of getting turned down, is it the fear of being betrayed, or is it the fear of betraying them......whatever it is, it ends up getting us farther away from our loved ones rather than bringing them closer.....ofcourse not if that is exactly what we are looking for!

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Still waiting......


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Monday, June 23, 2008

Chupke Chupke Ro Lena




A very beautiful ghazal, tho' a bit sad for some of you! Nevertheless, enjoy ;)


Jab seena gham se bojhl ho aur yaad kisi ki aati ho,

Tab kamre mein band ho jana aur chupke chupke ro lena,

Jab aankhein bhaari ho jaayen aur yaad mein meri bhar aayen,

Phir khud ko dhoka mat dena,aur chupke chupke ro lena,

Jab palken qarb se mondi ho aur sab samjhe tum sote ho,

Tab chehre par takiya rakh lena aur chupke chupke ro lena,

Yeh duniya zalim duniya hai…yeh baat bahut phelayegi,

Tum sabke saamne chup rehna aur chupke chupke ro lena,

Jab baarish chehra dho daale aur ashq bhi bonden lagte ho,

Woh lamha hargiz mat khona aur chupke chupke ro lena.
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Sunday, June 22, 2008

I miss......


I miss, the way you smiled when we met.
I miss, the way you held my hand at that restuarant table.
I miss, the way you looked at me before kissing me.
I miss, the way you touched me, like a precious flower.
I miss, the way you called me whenever i needed to hear your voice.
I miss, the way you said 'I love you' without saying a word.
I miss, the way you smelled, like the wild ocean in rain.
I miss, your wet hair, and the way you combed it backwards.
I miss, the way you said goodnite, i could sleep all my life.
I miss, your sweet voice making me forget my pain.
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