Faiza - Me and my Memories of You!
Friday, December 4, 2009
how do i tell u! - Faiza
how do i tell u how much i miss u
how do i tell u wat happens when u kiss me
how do i tell u that my soul longs for u
it longs for ur touch, ur feel, ur fragarnce
how do i tell u that when ur not wid me im half dead
how do i tell u that whenever u leave
sumthin in my heart jus breaks
how do i tell u that ill wait for u till my last breath
how do i tell u that i love u soo.....
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Ideal Guy
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”
how imaginary, yet how sweet!...is there a guy like dt in d world??
how imaginary, yet how sweet!...is there a guy like dt in d world??
Still or dead....or still dead
There is a definite stillness in my life these days…..I don’t feel excited about anything anymore, neither do I feel the anger or the frustration at situations. I feel as if the fire inside me has died away. I do not care for anyone or for myself, I don’t care if the world ends right now….I am still not sure what has brought this change, what has changed me from being a caring, kind, loving and yes angry young woman to a nonchalant, I-care-a-shit kind of a person. Not saying that I ain’t happy about it. At least it hurts less and makes me less vulnerable to wards involvement and pain that comes after.
I guess I wanna stay this way, aloof and nonchalant. I guess its time for me to think for myself for a change. Coz I have learnt that the very person you devote your love and care to doesn’t care a shit about you. I am tired of having to care for such people, and I am tired of being hurt all over and over again. So it’s my turn now to turn into such a human (non-human) and get care and attention and love rather then giving it and being the understanding one all the time. Why am I to be the responsible one, the adjusting one, no matter what happens I am the one to understand and respond accordingly. I am fed up of this. Just fed up of reacting and responding and trying to make everyone but MYSELF happy. So now I decide to be non-reacting, unresponsive…in other words….STILL.
I guess I wanna stay this way, aloof and nonchalant. I guess its time for me to think for myself for a change. Coz I have learnt that the very person you devote your love and care to doesn’t care a shit about you. I am tired of having to care for such people, and I am tired of being hurt all over and over again. So it’s my turn now to turn into such a human (non-human) and get care and attention and love rather then giving it and being the understanding one all the time. Why am I to be the responsible one, the adjusting one, no matter what happens I am the one to understand and respond accordingly. I am fed up of this. Just fed up of reacting and responding and trying to make everyone but MYSELF happy. So now I decide to be non-reacting, unresponsive…in other words….STILL.
