Faiza - Me and my Memories of You!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Just like the wind - Faiza

Straight from the heart-

I never wanted to part
I loved you with all your shortcomings
I loved you with all my soul
I never wished this pain for me and you
I believed you would change for the better
I trusted my love to make you happy
I never wanted you to be lonely
I always wished your happiness
Even a the cost of my tears
I would never ever hurt you knowingly
I would stand by you in your bad times only
Coz i realize I am no one in your life
I would come and be gone
Just like the wind
I would caress your face and give you relief
But wouldnt be seen or missed
I am there yet no where
With you yet without you.
Faiza
posted by Faiza at 3:21 PM 0 comments

Listing Time


My lists:


List 1: 10 Things I love about you
List 2: 10 Things I hate about you
List 3: 10 Things I missed doing with you
List 4: 10 Things You did for me
List 5: 10 Things I wanted from you
posted by Faiza at 2:57 PM 0 comments

Monday, February 1, 2010

Being Without You - Faiza


So lonely without you,
Hardly feel myself inside,
I said I don’t love you,
But I guess I lied.

Why would it hurt so much
If at all this wasn’t love,
Why would I cry so much
If at all u weren’t my love.

So lonely with your thoughts,
Nothing feels right,
Your face just haunts me
Each and every night.

All that you have said
I do not believe to be true
The foundation we laid
Seems to have fallen thru’

You realize yet you cannot be
Someone that I thought you were
No matter what you see in me
I can’t take the hurt anymore.

So here I go to never ever return
Erasing the memories n love we never had
I see all the bridges slowly burn
No matter what I did, the end is bad.

We know you’ll be what you are
And I can’t be with you like this
Its better that we are away n far
Find us some love and peace.
posted by Faiza at 5:28 PM 0 comments

Missed out on many things with you:

The dance that I never had with you (only a list of songs tht i listen to everyday)
The kiss that I never had with you
The love that we never made
The gift i never gave to you
The celebration of your new life
The successful completion of your old life
The excitement of holding hands among the family
The joys of a new job
The troubles of a hard day at work
The ecstasy of becoming a parent
The apprehensions of raising a child
The softness of your skin when you are older
The smell of your hair even when it's graying....
 
So many things...all missed ....A life I never lived....
posted by Faiza at 12:24 PM 0 comments