Faiza - Me and my Memories of You!

Tell me why do you lie to me? Don’t u trust my love for you? After all that love ive given u, am I not entitled to the truth no matter how hurtful it is…?

What is it that makes you do the things that you do…what is it that makes you keep things from me……day still fear I will not love you anymore if you tell me everything….but don’t u realize that I will not love you if I find out that you are hiding things from me? And even when I do find it out, you just try to make up things and cover up the whole issue….don’t you know that I see right thru’ you when you are lying…all you are doing is losing that respect and love that I give you with my eyes closed. It hurts to know that the only person you love is the one not wanting to share his life with you. Don’t you already know that I love you enough to let you do whatever makes you happy, but only that you should tell me. Cos it hurts when I find it out…….anyways im not giving you another chance..Im all out of chances and I consider myself as less deserving of our love. Of course as im writing this somewhere I know all this love that ive got inside me for you would make me miss you and while I am missing you im gonna love you more n more, and there would come a moment when I would yet again forgive you…..

Sometimes I think im caught in a vicious trap there is no way out of it, its like the quick sand, the more I move the more I sink……so the more my I get emotional the deeper I sink ending up loving you more than ever….I just hope that may be one day you would realize what you mean to me!